smiling back at myself....

Sitting at the school grandstand among the crowds of students selected to be present on the Excellence and Achievements Awards day wasn’t really quite an honor but it wasn’t quite a lame thing either (at least to me). The whole crowd was waiting to go home, but for me I could just spend my last week in school watching this day, after all, I was with my friends. Then at the right side of the stage, all my seniors sat with an eager faces in hoping of getting their certs for their achievements from their co-curricular activities in school ever since the start of their high school years. I looked at their smiling faces and those who asked for a photograph with friends didn’t even mind the heat of the day. I wondered at that moment if I would be able to sit there and have a photograph or two with my friends. But what I wondered most is, would I be there sitting there? With an excellence and achievement cert waiting for me?
And for some reason, I remembered that day.

yesterday
we took report card from our teacher by calling name..
As I waited for my name to be called..I recalled something..
last year..year 6..wait our UPSR result...
when teacher called my name..there many people claps hand and shout for me...
and sure I smiling back to them with my results..
when my name been called...
there isn't any claps..any shouts..
Im ok with it...
I didn't smile to them..
but Im sure..there was someone smile to me...
I m sure last time de me...will smile to me and clap hand to me =)