Things you never knew

Sometime , got many things you don't know ....

you just watch only and hear about me only ....

you wont be able know what am I doing .....

cause you are just WATCHING !

you never try to do those things I do and try hard .

2nd ...

you also don't know what is LIFE !

my life ...you are just watching

nothing much you really know

nothing much you understand ..

A lot of things , you just hear from others

you also don't know what type of people is me

you just know my name

how old am I

and where I live

that all ..nothing much you really know and understand about me

you doesn't even ask what type of people am I

you never try to understand .

cause you don't know my story

you don't know who and what am I actually

YOU JUST KNOW MY NAME ! NOT MY STORY~

My True Intentions

OMG ! todAY I go to Basel Church .
So , we sing as usual and play games ..
then ,"Fa jia" come and teach us about
lesson 4 , Jacob , Rachel and Leah marriage .
huh~ ... then I go to office after doing my works ..
I saw Kirstie sleeping in the meeting room ..
she "jiu gong"(hakka) =~="
LOL~ then , Yen Yee(my lovely luilui) come in .
So , I ask her to tell Kirst about that ..
so we went in and tell her .
but she don't care & just continue her beauty sleep~
actually , I got a bit dislike her lar ..
gong zin zin . I don't know why lar ??
She make me hate her more and more ..
I don't know why I will hate her ...
just because of something , huh ??
actually .. hate is not good right ?
but suddenly ?
will hate her so much ?
then I jiu cover my very very true intention to her
just to be kind ..
*continue*
she ask me " when u start to like Kuroshitsuji ? "
I say " long time ago le warh=w="
then she checking my phone ...
then I scare she go check my others things ..
so I just see wat she check ..
then I take back when she look at my very very own ARTS .
I say " why u check my albums ? I meh say cannot meh ?"
she say " oo ...ya meh ..? owh ok .."
I say "u want check , check my msg la ..nothing inside de"
she say " nolah ..dunwan.."
so I say "ok lor =)"
my thought " gong zin zin la ...I can bear u ...ok liao de lor >< "
Then when she talk vf me .. I say shh ~ then cover her mouth .
then she say .." u belif I lick u mao ? "
I say " I dun belif lor .. "(my thoughts-->U think I will belif u so easy ?"
then she say " then u try again lor "
then I meh try lor ...
who knows ? she did really lick ? ==
yucks ! I wipe her saliva to her cloth
then I say ...yer .. ur saliva .. so smelly~
then she say " go wash hands la "
I say " lazy == u help me wash la =="
then until now ...the smell still here ==
my thought (wat cha eat ? so smelly ?)
when Quinnie call me while she is playing games just now..
I meh talk talk talk n talk vf Quinnie on phone lor
then after that , she ask "who is that ? "
I say " my laopo , no la ..jkjk ~hihi"
then she say " u now meh pakto meh ?"
I say " nola ..I so guai lui ... single bah .. =) "(Just dunwan u know zek)
She say "oo"
when back ..
she waved hand vf me(byebye)
So , I meh just waved back lor .. =) /.\~
p.s. (Next year wont meet u officially .. ! thanks GOD !gong zinzin la ..I really like it ..cause ..I wanna find out the reason I hate u ?)

Shame

I think ... I wont draw anymore...
I saw someone arts ..just like more nice and
skillful than mine ...
when I saw his arts ...
I just feel very shameful of mine arts
I just ...like no more energy to draw anymore~
Why ??I can't draw just like his ?? 3D ?
I have try a hundred times ..but ..I can't ??
haiz ...really damn shame la...truly !

What Is Love ?

一句话，你愿意为他她做任何事，只有他她开心你就开心。每天都想他她，特别是自己最开心的时候总能想起他她要在就好了。想把自己的最幸福的时候与他她分享。
好感就没有这么多表现了。

Translate 
One word !Love is mean, u will do everything for him/her,as long as she/he happy,u will happy too..
Everyday will miss him/her ...especially ourself most happy de time is when thinking about u be with ur lover.. Think of share ur happiness with ur lover...

The Rain

what happen with the sky again ??
is it got a very big hole there ?
until those waters on the sky drop ?
well ... normally these are what those kids ask 
their parents . And sure , their parents will say
"the sky is crying" huh ? yea ...
even my mum too , she will say so .
so funny yea , the sky is crying ..
I don't believe that and find a book at the library about
THE RAIN ...
usually , I will find books with my mum .
But that time I feel wanna find myself(Im 5)
so ...I found that book and the author name .. I still 
remember so clearly .The author name is Jimmy Wales .
He is an American =) . 


Here is it ..about THE RAIN .


Rain is liquid precipitation , as opposed to non-liquid kinds of precipitation such as snow , hail or sleet . Rain requires to presence  of a thick layer of the atmosphere to have temperatures above the melting point of water near and above the Earth 's surface . On Earth , it is the condensation of atmospheric water vapor into drops of water heavy enough to fall , often making it to the surface. =)


yea ... that is what I read 8 years ago and write it in my old note book =)


ok.. if you wanna knows more about that ...just leave a message to Jimmy Wales..or to other founder of the rain . Find them on Google or wik

The Next Kirstie(≧ω≦)

Jon Jay ask "doing ?" on facebook chat .

I say " drawing ... "

He say " you like drawing too ? you are next Kirstie "

I say " what ? next Kirstie ?? why say so ?"

He say " both of you size and u guyz like do the same things....am I ryte?"

I say " erm.. Im not her sis...so Im not the next of her...and she is more pro in arts than me"

He say "nope...you guyz are same...the differences are... you are cute and she is pretty"

I say " LAWL !! I wont ! "

actually I m happy that he say so..actually I like hear many people say that I and her are same..

why suppose like that ?? because of style ? or what ?

The Next Kirstie ..LOL.. I dun hope so...I dunwan like her...she is not really good in academy n also sports ... I just know , I want to be like her style...her hobby(but my hobby vf her..actually are same (>W<) what is the unsame is.. her surname vf my surname~

the mostly same about our family statuses.. 

what will happen if Im her sister ??

will we always complain each other de arts ? or will we always stick together..do the same things together ??

but that is impossible..cause..really lar...it is impossible that she is my sister...

just in my dream will be =w=~~

now she having her spm...~

really hope she do her best...

and try her best with it...

that is what I hope la..

=) actually the colour I like the most are white n purple...

when I ask her "what is ur fav. colour ?"

she say purple n white ..

why will same as mine ? really la .. I also duno why ?

Wish you GOOD LUCK !! gambateh =)Wi

Wish you good luck カースティ 
good luck !!! gambateh~~
haha...you make me laugh..about u say
"Wat da fark is Cepumas and halaju~~
soh poh ...
Cepumas mean Jackpot bah ==~
halaju mean velocity ==
aigoo~ ur malay ==
anyway !! gambateh !!! I really hope my pray to God for u
will work and will really bless u =)
GAMBATEH !! AZA AZA FIGHT !

Recall something

Sincere forgiveness isn't colored with expectations that the other person apologize or change. Don't worry whether or not they finally understand you. Love them and release them. Life feeds back truth to people in its own way and time.Without forgiveness life is governed by an endless cycle of resentment and retaliation~~

I recall something when I look to the window...and that time was raining heavily....
I recall my memories with  カースティ . this girl ... she is 17.. my senior,my senior of GB..She can say is my sister..~~but because of somethin... we quarrel~~...1 year~~ we didn't talk to each other..even when saw each other also wont say heloo~~We completely became stranger~~~~ but one day..she found me n had a talk~~...she ask me..wheter I still angry on her or not.. i say .. not really~~
she say  " I wont angry on u ..cuz u is my bayang...last time de me"~I say " really ?"
on tat time...we r sis~~ =))~

Thoughts about "cha"(you)

I wander out the window with faraway thoughts, thoughts about you.
Wondering if you knew what was on my mind.
It’s been some time since I’ve talked to you and asked how you have been, I wonder if your heart is still in the past, I wish it wasn’t always like that. It makes me even though I know what you are thinking about, even though you don’t show it.
I still wonder though, how long can this go on and what will the conclusion be.
So I continue to wander out the window, looking at the night, with gleaming eyes of thoughts.

Thoughts about you.

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Meaning of Fiona,my name

The meaning of Fiona

Origin: Celtic

Meaning: White or comely.

Origin: Gaelic

Meaning: White or fair. Reportedly first used as a name by Scottish author William Sharp, who used the pseudonym Fiona MacLeod.

Origin: Irish

Meaning: Fair.

Origin: Scottish

Meaning: Fair,White,Pretty.

对不起还有，谢谢。=')

我要在这里说一句。。。 谢谢。。。
因为你给我的爱都不会取消，不会不见，永永远远的在我心里面。
虽然，我错过了很多次，有时候也故意不停的害伤自己的心， 做不应该做的事
我懂了你的爱和恩典过后，看到身边哭泪的朋友和人民，我都很想让他们说这一句话
“你知道吗？世界上有一位你不认识的朋友就为了认识你，而牺牲了自己的生命。”
我希望我能通过你的感恩和无限的爱而帮所有进过痛苦和悲伤的人
耶稣。。。
对不起还有，谢谢。
I know will got many wrong grammar here...but at least.. I know and understand where I wrong~ =)

smiling back at myself....

Sitting at the school grandstand among the crowds of students selected to be present on the Excellence and Achievements Awards day wasn’t really quite an honor but it wasn’t quite a lame thing either (at least to me). The whole crowd was waiting to go home, but for me I could just spend my last week in school watching this day, after all, I was with my friends. Then at the right side of the stage, all my seniors sat with an eager faces in hoping of getting their certs for their achievements from their co-curricular activities in school ever since the start of their high school years. I looked at their smiling faces and those who asked for a photograph with friends didn’t even mind the heat of the day. I wondered at that moment if I would be able to sit there and have a photograph or two with my friends. But what I wondered most is, would I be there sitting there? With an excellence and achievement cert waiting for me?
And for some reason, I remembered that day.

yesterday
we took report card from our teacher by calling name..
As I waited for my name to be called..I recalled something..
last year..year 6..wait our UPSR result...
when teacher called my name..there many people claps hand and shout for me...
and sure I smiling back to them with my results..
when my name been called...
there isn't any claps..any shouts..
Im ok with it...
I didn't smile to them..
but Im sure..there was someone smile to me...
I m sure last time de me...will smile to me and clap hand to me =)

Alike You...Alike Me

KH test...120 question~!!!!
die!!!read dao me sei sei seng...~
the words so small....n tiny~
the ABCD...oso gt mny change zor...(teacher type wrong)
mny lar!!!make me FA FENG!!!
then when i cant answer number 20
i blame teacher....
"yerrr!!!!y so hard de oo!!hate u oo teacher...u say u love me!!"
(i said tat to Miss Loo Pei Gee~)>_<"
then when i can answer n get the answer...i said...
"teacher!!i love you!!!love you arh!!"
then teacher say "u alike someone attidude...sotsot and cute"
i shock n ask "hu is tat??"
teacher say "Kirstie....not tat Christie(teacher say like tat...cos their name de
pronounce r same...)"
so i say"haha...ofcos....she is my sister..."
teacher say"so..u n Kirstie de drawing...hu more beautiful?"
i say"Kirstie loh~Kirstie teach me de~"
Teacher say:"2 of u same tall,attidude also alike...sotsot...xpresion cute...
and u 2 got same hobby~"
I say:"haha!!teacher!!can i call Kirstie cum down?!i nid her in tiz question!!"
Teacher:no!Kirstie now oso got exam....
I say:jiejie can fly de mah~
Teacher:sotsot...y i duno she can fly?!

and...I saw your pic...your drawing face & drawing style....

my friend say...you alike me.....

your left hand got a love rubberband..

same...with me..not me copy or what...but I wear it to ready cause if Im hot

I will tide up my hair..

ur ring...u wear at right hand...middle finger..same with me..

Zulaikha say...we are sister...lol..I say " how can ?" ...

then u find me at when the school breaks...

we walk to Basel Church..Zulaikha msg me and say

walking style pun sama..=.=~

how can ??

some ppl ask if we r 2gether..

"Kirstie...ur sis ??"

Lawl...---> I dun hope got a sister llaa(in my mind)

really same meh ??==

The Last Day for Form 1

meee~ tat me...new me...~
urmm...~that jus me..
simple me...
Simple brown eyes
simple smile =)
oh yeah...today is the last day at school..
='( I meant last day for form 1..
haiz..but I felt happy cause
I go many x2 certificate...
Ajk,badminton,tokoh nilam,pertandingan melukis,pertandingan menghias kelas(AJK Keceriaan) and many...cause last time I m absent...so..our class teacher help me to keep... =)
thankx godness...those certificate kept in a good condition...anyway..I will miss all my form 1C frens =)
LOVE YOU GUYZ ~

Forgiveness

I understand something today after saw their pics...
K choose to forgive..S choose to forgive and sure to forget 
but just not too close together..
no matter how is the distance...
I should choose to forgive...
forgive is not a bad thing.
forgive is not do for other people,
but for ourselves..
Forgiveness let u forget those bad things that had happen..
and start over again a new relationship and friendship,
sure for sisterhood too..
Finally, I understand why K will find me had a talk..
and why my actions just like.. so close to her so suddenly
it because...I want to forgive her and start over our friendship
and sisterhood..
Remember,forgiveness is for ourselves.not for others.

Haven't finish my crap~

nothing is happen for today...

as usual...play badminton...

and...draw...

my craps haven't done yet

but tryin to done them to give

to Mandy n Carmen....~~
GAMBATEH FIONA !!!