Hurt

K!!I hate u.....u just know how to hurt ppl oni kah?
well...u hurt me vry well this time!!CONGRATZ yar
thx for hurting.....
n sorry....shud tell u earlier...
U hurt me once,I hurt u triple!!
TRIPLE PAY to u!!u will kno it tomolo~
dont play with me!I know I can play better than u!
what i mean by that MAJOR LOSSER!!
I hate u!U kno!the 1st time u say those damn stuff to me
u kno how damn u r?
u never kno!
u juz care ur own feeling!fine!
thr end!
wat sisters....all are just a lie!LIAR!
u kno how much i hate u LIAR!!

Cappuchino,Coconut,Milkshake n Cake...
Thx for calming me down...
n thx for Rong too....
thx vry much~
U guyz really....
arhhhhh~~~~
kind of u guyz.....
haizz~

ｍｙ ｇｕｉｔａｒ

I suddenly love on guitar~~
from hate to love guitar~
what wrong yea??
i suddenly feel if cnot meet my guitar
will feel like BOH MOOD~~
LOL~
last nite i sleep with my guitar again
lol....and the pick too
haha...duno where the pick gone edi~
maybe i swallow it already
hahaha~~sotsot de me
sumtime will talk with the guitar alone....
really damn sottttT!!!!
so sudden talk sad things with my guitar
im crazy!!!
yeayea!!sotsot de me
but im happy vf my guitar~
so....how bout "U"??with your guitar?? 

Im a doll?

Sabby mom say
ite when im in a ngongngong face when i m doing pjpk
lol....m i?she say i cute when i m in active mood....
=-=ll...shesay i just look like a doll...
she wanna pinch me...gejik n play my hair,,
sme those my sms me
she say "luilui look cute doing pjk today"
aww....how sweet she is...~
Sabby mumi tied up her hair today....look cute mi!!!
i like her when she tied up her hair....nice!
when she din tied up....look gorgs....~cool!!
mommy mommy....~haha~she say she wan to do wat my frens do me too
such like pinch me...play n gejik me.....
lol....sure...!!!u is my mom...sure i giv u play~^^~haha
tat all for today

you~

I saw you.....
I don't dare to talk to you...
So,I talk vf others...such as
Atiqah,mami.....
we talk and laugh=-=
Ain't that sad??
U seem like look at me with
a JEALOUSING eyes~
for me....
you....
just....
a....
very...
ordinary one...
and ofcos me too~
these two days..u really did....
you really full of jealousy...
didn't you??
ain't you??
you was!!!
hurmm.......
i just look at you
and mumble a SINGLE WORD
"sorry"
=-=~I admit it...
I still hate you all the times....
I still remember those things~
It such a shame!(ur shame!)
too bad!(ur fault!)
Im still thinking....why i mumble a word
tat is "SORRY"??
is that my brain get wrong wires?
or i had burn those wires in my brain?
HELLO SEATTLE!!!!!!!!LOWL!!!
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another you(another people)LOL~
i hear song sitting on the stairs....~
with CTY,CJ,DY.....~~~~~~~~~~..
you looking at me that is singing the stupid song
with a soft voice...
your eyes seem like telling me....
"can we be back sis??"
hurm!tat impossible...=-=
I had let it pass away...I dunwan think others
I just wan 珍惜眼前人~~
becos...I had lost you~
I duno where to find you...
where to start finding you.
Im tired....
I also realise that you look at me...
that Carmen..she "WEI" me eat ROCKY~
hehe~sohsoh geh Carmen......


say truly....I had new life........
there had no you...no u this LIAR??
yeap....u lie ppl tat ur hair is original choco..
but actually u dye it=-=~lol
like that also wan lie=-=~
so free meh?go lie ppl~==
say true la...dont say i din giv FACE u~
actually arh...even my gang oso hate you
your style...let ppl hate
even some of seniors also talking ur bad things
=-=~change it.....~~
change lar.....you duno that really make ppl dun like??
or u just act duno??
I duno that lar....better i "AVOID" u~...dunwan b like you....
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from complex.....run to Kedai Kopi Wing........(duno wat edi hehe)with CYT,CJ,DY,KH,SC n JP
hahaha~so funny la that CYT n me(CJ say geh) we run oo...(scare mummy see dao,cuz both of our mum dun let us go out geh)LALALA~watever fun...scare mummy see dao...wear black spec...ting use JP bag lai cover her face....then tat DY.....say she is crazy....CJ sdenli loudloud vf a funny voice n say OFCOS!!!!!hahaha~laugh sei DY...me n CTY ngongngong geh ask "wat happen to D?"hahaha~~~sotsot geh.....
RM16.80
OMG!!that wat we pay...(SC,KH,& JP)sit another place...so me,CYT,CJ n DY sit 2gether...they pay their....we pay ours(wakakaka.....)4 of us order .....mny things than SC,KH & JP^^
I order Pepsi...CTY order 7up....DY n CJ...order the same drinks....me n CYT...kacau CJ de drink...
she scold us ooT^T~haha~she say "dun play la...still kid?"~then we order food to eat...me n CYT share....DY n CJ share....LOL~just tat edi nid pay RM16.80~GOSh!!!!!KH pay only RM10.80 oo~
LOL!!!!UNFAIR!!!!!haha
really happy la~haha~okok oso lar.....the most funny is CJ...she help me n CYT eat oo...haha..(she seem like hungry)me n CYT say she is a hungry ghost...haha~DY say "Fiona n Ting scare dao kenyang"~haha~me n Ting say "tat true"hihihi~...1st time oo....me n CYT(guai lui b sui lui)go out without permision n vf school frens tiam.....u say sei mao..??hahaha~then we go to another kedai...for buys sweets...hihi~sei geng~got miss call tim!!!MUMY call!!...then CYT de mummy call her...huh!!!really hoi hao zhong leh!hahaha~..then she tell her mum....her mum din scold her la...
my mum sms me n ask "where had you go?"~sei!I reply "at Kedai Kopi tat near complex there eat".....~~nasib my mum din say anything or reply anything to scold me...if not..I will ask them ready 2 coffin for me n CYT(cuz yt oso say so)wakaka~
so....me ,KH ,CJ..go reload luu.....hehehe......38 dao......
then no longer...YT mum fetch her go hum luu...
just leave me,KH,SC,CJ,JP n DY.....~~so we start to walk back luu~
then we saw BUS!!!we RUN!!!!!...
we naik bus luu'
we all sit together at the back....like soh lao n soh poh~
hahaha~...got mny other place to sit...but we wan sit together...
hehe....so sempit oo(CJ complaining)haha....
sot sot.....CYT sms me....."why you guyz sit a bus geh??"
i say "lucky lor"
she ask "y at the 1st no bus geh??"
i say"cuz got u then no bus...din got u sin got bus"
she say "not sis lei geh u"~hahaha
sorry la...juz joke mah~
hehe.....tis is fun~i like to be with them....
^^~haha~....
today arh...like JANETBIN
go here n there....
hahaha~~~...but luckily at last tat JANETBIN cum....bring
us bck to complex...(I mean the BUS)haha~~^^~~tat is for 2day~

New Friends

hurmmm...although i know CYT....but in badminton competition...we talk a lot of things....
haha...so king det lei la(Kelvin Hii say de)cuz we stand on upstairs for a long time...
never stop talking~wakakaka~
so kik sui dorh....talk non stop~weeeeeeeee~~~
she so nice la...I like her attidude....hehe~^^
she oso pinch me....hehe
haha~badminton competition
21 over 12...
21 over 17...
16 over 21...
haizz
nevermind la....try better on next time^^
CYT oo~so geng dorh...
she win all...she win in single....n double~
mix num 2~
maybe cos i say "TING!!if u lose!i throw ur phone"
at 1st she dun blif
but when Yuan Rong say "she wat duu dare do geh"
she start scare liao~wakakaka~
the 1st time...she saw me cried cos of lose on 1st round(unfair...)
tat ppl change ppl dun tell umpire n counters or ajk....
then she terus go play
so re-play gain~...
result is 16 over 21
anyway....we had tried our best for that...
haha~CYT is vry kind to me~
i forget to take my hp from her bag
she din take it n help me KIP~
haha~thx yar YT!!TING!!!!
she say "my smash so powerfull n backhand too"
haha~thx for the praise Ting...
u oso~^^
arigatou gozaimasu~
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haha~n i know hu is Elizabeth Chong!!NICE name!
haha~she is cute when playing badminton....~~
haha~jump here n jump there~hehe
Sandra more powerfull already^^
gratz to 2 of them tat get num 3~^^

HEY!n Tong jiejie too~^^haha~she so cute too when playing
badminton~her skills so GENG!!say true de...really geng!
she can vs dao Eliana n oso Farhana...wooott~
geng la!
anyway....I cramped n hand pain...so tomolo wont go to
SCHOOL~~~!!!!
i will return to school on Tuesday~^^

Protect

Why other people can protect people
why i cant?
am I too weak?
I had never protect u...
just u protect me....
why you want protect me?
from those rumors??
for make me dont ignore you?
what I should do?
I want protect u too~
I really want to...
but my sis say..."that people maybe acting"
so?I wont put too much hope on you...
mean~u just acting to protect me?
or that is real?I dun hope so...
cuz..I want get mature....
get mature to protect you....
for me...u is the sis....tat is very important
Im glad to know you....
we like the same stuffs...
we like the same number...
same colour....
same things....
same korean band...and same....ANIME..
are these god wanna test us?
or these are fate?
still remember how we know each other?
haha......tat is still impossible...
for me....
haha....
dont protect me anymore....
I wan tried to protect u
not a person tat been protect
but is the person hu protect..
I wanna felt tat feel~

The Rumors

Rumors....
that i had enough with it....
that they talk bad about you....
that i care it so much...
that i hate it so much....
that u had cried for it....
that u had been hurt by them...
that i cant stand for it and avoid you...
Im sorry....I didn mean to hurt you or what....
cause Im tired for it.....that they call me to
avoid you...
Im so sorry....hoontoni gomene oneechan
you maybe duno....wat they say...so....
no nid to care it ok?
just consider they are crazy....
they are brainless.....
my lil k mui call me....
she:姐 ，你还在睡啊？
me：那有~做么？
she：你跟那个大姐姐这么了吗？
me：哦~不懂哦~（做么问那些问题嘛~)==
she:姐。。你跟她还好吧？
me：我。。不懂呢。。。
she：什么不懂？做么会不懂？
me：应为你姐姐，我笨咯~
she：那有笨~是你不想懂吧了~
me：mwo？你想太多了啦~才没有
这样呢。。
she：哦~那好吧~等下你会来吗？
me：哦~会啊~那你在那边等我哦~弟弟也去吗？
she：当然去~
me：噢~那好吧。。我卦咯~
she：嗯~ok~byebye~

why she will ask me such a question?
is that sumthing happen?
I dun hope so
but i can feel that sumthing will happen~
or i think too much already??
haiz!!!YI!u think too much edi la~
dont think too much la YI!          

end camp~

I didn't do anything~
I've no mood.....
today after wake up..
saw you standing infront
me~
I don't want talk to you neither...
Im lazy~
Lazy to explaine
Lazy to argue~
The first thing I do is...brush my teeth
wash my face....
then take my handphone and handfree
to hear songs~
My LIL SIS~.....she is sitting on my sleeping 
bag and waiting me to come inside my room~
I ask "are you waiting me?"
是咯~she answer me~
哦~对不起啊…………
没关系啦~姐。。
什么？
morning kiss呢？
（想到作晚の事。。。。）噢~等下先啦~好吗？
（不想又被她看到）
喔~那好吧。。。
你在生气吗？不要生气噢~
Hiew Vun Shu suddenly come.....
MORNING Fiona~with a big hug from her.....
Morning..haha..
you and K....last night i see dou le~
oo~really?(with no mood face)
U 2 ok or not?
that not my fault...that is her problem's(with a mature talking style)
dont argue la~
you think that is my fault?NO!
A shadow suddenly LALU my room~
hey!is that K....I think....she hear what i say?!
dont care la....that really her probz~
not mine also~why do i care her?
Vun Shu know wat i think~she say
hey!care people jiu go la~wat are you waiting for?
I go out and eat my breakfast....and i dont care tat
actually is acting nia ~HAIZ~dont care la~hu care?!                    

The Camp~

today camp.........~^^~ :'(

today camp.........when we go to sit at the bus....BIG BUS...number is 73~~
K..she sit.....beside me de beside.....><ll
she kip looking at me......=-=
actually we quarel le....... :'(
haiz...quarel cos another GIRL!
why tat GIRL say liao de things dun admit?
if i didn't tell "K" this things.....wont happen this things...
GOMENE!Im wrong!Im SORRY!
K......I miss that today you let me sleep on ur shoulder
when the time back.....
you had no seat to sit actually..
Those boyz dont like you....those girls oso.....so...
I ask u sit at my seat....(tat is ah E call de)If not=-=
so....i feel asleep...then RAIN wor!(hate RAIN!)
It make me wet.....i forget to close the window....
U help me to close it.....n u help me to wipe......
haiz!!so shy la!edi 13 years old....like baby den!
>///<!
U ask me sleep on ur shoulder....u say
"sleep on here"....
SORRY oo...mke dao u feel uncomfortable...
then u sleep on my head....so sudden?
"K" oo...u cnot like tat de oo......>///<
u make dao my head pain de oo~>///<
>///<
u borrow me ur white jacket to cover me.....
cuz the RAIN....so HEAVY....
anyway.....thx K.........thx for care...me....>///<
why so care me?is that mean...we r not enemy?
I hope we r not!!
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sleep time~my lil k mui~^^she ask me kiss her forehead n her head~
for gudnite kiss~kiss wat wor?I say to her....she say...I wan wor.....
hou sei mm sei.....K....she ngamngam cum....she saw dao le=.=
haiz......she see tat vf her BIGBIG de eyes...LOL
 sory bah...i not act infront of u....cuz.....my k mui...she not BIASA
when she camp n wan sleep....no one kiss her face n forehead n say gudnite
(p.s.:cuz her elder sister oway do so....=.=)she is 11 yrs old
but stil not mature>///<~
haiz..........SORRY!!!mke dao u ngry n go awy(u say dunwan b me n my lil sis
de bulb~nola~!no!......haiz....giv me xplain ok?
Im...not wan u see dao de....but ngamngam u cum~
sorry sis.....not like tat....hear my xplain....i know u n tat boy edi wat
but i kiss my sis.....let her can sleep well oso...HAIZ!

Im still young?

Daddy say "lui....u still young.dont couple sin...later you will get hurt"

Yala....always say me still young....=-=ISH!

Ish wat?that is true...did i say the wrong things?

No...ofcos no....u never wrong too....When I dare to say daddy wrong...

you know.....that is not good u couple when u still young...that is not good for urself,ur education...

daddy want you good....U see...like Irene...she study until UK...many boys like....she can slowslow choose....you see?boys can choose u...u also can choose them too..

I know....Inin mah(i call irene Inin)~~Inin smart...Inin clever...Im not..I just got talent in sports n music....education?haiz...daddy....

U not stupid..in this word no stupid....u is clever....but just a little lazy...u know.....u always daddy smart luilui....

DADDY!!Im not!!stop saying me clever.....i dunwan....

okok....but promise daddy....dont couple...if now got....go break....that is really not good

yeala.....i will de~=-=

Daddy x2.....haiz...how break?love dou na me deep....daddy say dao na me easy....na me senang...ur lui not leh....haiz....u know ur lui de la......haiz daddy x2

The Last Message

I really...want cry out le....I saw
the last message from you.........
after that message..we wont talk
to each other....I need Eli  shoulder's
the last message from you....
that i had never thought....y?
y will happen?
the last message u send is
just a word..."lol"
Laugh Out Loud?
why shud i laugh out loud?
after i say those stuff....
u....just say 3 words...
tat is LOL?
why?why sis?!
suan.......really no mood for that~
that so weird!that so bad!that make people sad!
hurhm!:'(
u really like like that meh?i hate that u know!
u just will think your own de feel!when u will
think ppl de feel?!I HATE U !
ANATAWA AGENDA?!BAKA !

nani!?say i m the one hu wan start!?
whn?y i duno?stop tat ok!tat so fool!
stop fooling around!BAKA!!BAKA AYUMI!!!
(her japan name war!)BAKA AYUMI!
i hate u!!hoontoni hate!

The Normal Girl

The Shy Girl Wont show her face, The Sexy girl dressed in lace, The sad girl she'll blow her sorrow Atractive Girl, The guys will follow Bully Girl She Is a sin Weak Girl, She will not Win Lonely Girl All on her own Chatty Girl On the Phone Suicide Girl, she wont be here tomorrow Emo Girl, With a heart thats Hollow Scared Girl No Where to Hide Naughty Girl The one that Lied Adventurous girl, who's out and about Victim Girl, who wont go out Phsyco girl she fell Off the SWING Slutty Girl, who had the one night Fling Depressed Girl so empty inside LAZY Girl The one that Sighed Normal Girl Maybe Tomorrow.. will APPEAR

His Music

Under heavy haze I cast an ear…
Was that a distant hymn?

To view, to peer ahead,
I span thro’ sharpened eyes,
Connecting brain. Surprise
Awards emotion to the show –
A fine refrain.

I think I know the source:
Without recourse my keen and
Eager shoes propel my whole.

And she regales me as I close –
The drifting notes propose I place
An ear to verge upon the emanation.
Choice of left or right
Invites and overwhelms;
A brief respite, and then
I poise an aural organ,
Seeking out the balance
In the tone from rhythmic flesh.

O Holy Grail, the sweet spot!

Honed in stereophony and
Mastered out of euphony:
His music –
Diaphragms of luscious areolae
Give the tune

Atop a vibrant bass –
Quivers in the
Belly of her breast.
And presently
I fall beneath a spell of heady music
As his reproductive cushions do the rest.

I hate you at there.....

I really hate to see you....
Did you know....I kip avoid you
just now....you infront of me
i didnt look at you...
I.....
hear song on my hp
you.....kip talking wit
Swen....me......kip
hear to songs....

Then...i realize you look at me
hurmm~so sudden...
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THE SPOILER CAME!
y u wil join tis camp?!
I really hate you!
then...you call tat spoiler
a bit of jealous=-=
I dun like tis spoiler either!!

Suddenly...you ask me
"you will sleep at here ?"
I answer "NO....my leg injured...my mom dun let me"
U answer me with a single answer "Oo"
I just looking at u n say "enen"
U ask "y will injured?u go catch thief arh?haha!"
I answer "I hate u say tat Eli!(i call Eli tat...even tat is not Eli de name)Im not a police!"
Haha !then wat?why will injured?
I mumble-ing....."cuz...play....bad.."i ve not yet finish my word...u say
BAD?be bad girl har!wan me beat?
HEY!i ve not yet finish la!(acting a cute voice n face^^)
yeala......badminton izit?
yea^^......
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you also the one hu understand me~^^~
you oway call me....Iko.....I oway say....
tat nick name so ugly....
N u say...."tat a great nick name!"
>///<
today you call me with another nick.name
you call me.......miemie....(cat name yeah)
I cant dun admit tat....I LOVE TAT n.n
Eli!!

Hihi...Eli!!!!
^^....^^~u muz oway b my side oo
when in tis camp.....
u know me la~^^hihi

p.s. ::Eli is my Oneechan~^^

the love~

There once was a heart that was broken,
Cast aside as a useless token,
Slashed, mashed and torn asunder,
Destroyed by one faithless blunder.

Across a dark room eyes wander until gazes stuck,
Two souls brought together by fate and luck,
Lustful thoughts at moments glance,
Heart aflutter as I watch you dance.

A breath of life gently blown into my stillborn chest,
To awaken a love I would never have guessed,
Like a kiss of heaven brought on moon and stars,
So unlikely with you from Venus and I from Mars.

Oh, this passion burns me deep,
With these pleasures I can never sleep,
Why waste to dream when my dream is real,
For with your love my heart you did heal.

Even if our souls are painfully apart,
Without doubt you have my heart,
This gift I give with latitude,
To express my undying gratitude.